Nightmare

Recently

I alway had nightmare

nightmare about something bad about previous

I slept and will woke up at 4am or 6am

sometime my eyes open for an hours still cant close even feel so tired...

Maybe

I had been cranky

cranky about previous bad things happen on me

I asked him

Is that I lost hope?

He say YES

if want then wait until 16th September he will gave me a good answer

WTH

that day is my birthday

this is nope a surprise for me

Lost hope in 6 months

but I still haven give up on him

I am such an idiot such a stupid girl

I am not something else give you guys hurt

I value each relationship both friendship or love

but did they appreciate?

Never!!!