今天24/07/2011

我看见了不值得让我留念的人

晚上当我要去买巴士票得时候

看见了他的女友抱着他紧紧一起坐摩托车

那时真的差点流泪

虽然真的有哭

但是知道很不值得了

My Friday

15/07

I been spent RM219.00 on COTTON ON shop

in 1st Avenue

my dad bought 1 dress, 2 singlet and 2 skirts for me...

by the way i choose myself lah XD

Recently

keep on buy cloth buy cloth

spent RM112 buy cloth through online

Then

spent RM219 on COTTON ON shop

Lastly

next friday go Kayu Hitam buy cloth again with Chiew Ling

*LOL

I'm so bad

keep on asking daddy buy cloth for me
Whatever
he also want me buy more cloth
thats why I keep on buy buy buy
didnt care so much lah
he paid for me what
How bad am I?


After I back from Terrengganu when June
I left my Focus Point specticle on the Syamisha bus
I spent RM500 on that specticle
and it left me just like that
*SAD
Then
I keep asking daddy bring me for make a new specticle
but have to wait Chiew Ling come back
that girls go to Chiang Mai with her friends
So happy
wait she come back then go make specticle with her
make appointment with her already


Today
didnt work
and stay at home clean house
Kyen brother and Luck Come brother find me today
Kyen tell me about his things
and we planning to Hatyai this December
Luck Come called me
he long time didnt called me
and he is at KL when he called me and selling his things
he told me that he maybe will go Thailand this August
and we chat about Kwan Yeen Ma bad things

Today

in the morning

got a customer came and want made for 78 keys

WOW

make daddy and me so tired

Noon

customer came non stop

1 key... 2 keys... 3 keys... 4 keys... 8 keys...

make my neck so pain

but at least can help dad earn more money it worth

Yesterday

I go for facial treatment with Michelle

Facial = RM80 Products (All 5 + 1 ) = RM695

so expensive but at least can make my face recover

should buy should buy

While

doing facial treatment

Michelle and I chat so much

about durian, friendship, my dad, my mum and my dad's friend

so happy

Michelle

age around 40+ but look so young

and she is single

kind of friendly and she believe in Buddha

I love her say about life principles and she look pretty

a woman with fair skin

I envy her

After education

all of my friend have their own life

Some of them study some of them work some at house do princess

some went Taiwan some went other country

All of them went their own way

my friend become little and little

all have their things to do

Tze Sze & Pei Ting PLKN

Man Zing Lee & Shu Ting take Jitra's computer course

Haiz

feel lonely

plan for going Taiwan study my favourite course

Should I left?

Should I told him?

confusing...

Collecting money for buy myself a smartphone

I tagged to buy Samsung Galaxy S

or

Galaxy Ace for myself

I had been make the decision for long time

keep on asking myself want using what phone better nih

My Sony Ericsson Vivaz (Pink) damaged

because i throw it when i was lost my temperature

Whatever

I didnt think that Vivaz nice to use what

damaged it can incourage me for buy myself a better smartphone

*LOL

( what a worst reason )

my durian session

Finally

I had dyed my hair with new colour

from Dark brown to Milk Tea Brown last thursday

I used brand of Liese

it quite nice and simple way for dyed my hair easily

it special than the other else

because it just dyed by using bubble

and it made in Japan

Actually

I bought it because it made in Japan

I more confident on Japan's product although it expensive but deserve

Japan's product my love

I realize that

I would like to take my dinner with Mayonise recently

and I started using my hand for dinner

( maybe learnt from my BF after we take Nasi Kandar 2gether at K.T )

XD

damn nice what

but I will try use back my spoon and fork immediately

Recently

my house so many durian, orange and mangosteen...

my dad a durian last tuesday with RM25

then we ate with our dinner

the durian damn hard

so the next day daddy took the durian to exchange

erm...

the durian he exchanged more nice than the 1st one

so fragant

That night

my mum bring back 2 mores durian

and told me that somebody gift her one

OMG

so many of durian and eaten by 2 person

( my dad & I )

*sweat

everyday I will eat at least 1 or 2 to finished all the durian

cause of my dad have diabetes and my mum wont touch it

So

I was sore throat

till now

clean the durian for sure by me

Hello Gastric!!

After graduate

my breakfast become my lunch too

*LOL

can help daddy save the cost already

I had my lunch today at 3p.m.

thats why I get gastric

Whatever today really so many customer

come non-stop

the gastric getting serious

cant even take my lunch properly


Noon
Man Zing Lee gave me a call
she told me that she at the camp of her college
3 days 2 night
with all malay gals sure got some chinese too
but all are boys
For me
sure fainted
and she ask me try apply
next of her college Politeknik in Jitra


Impossible
with my flying with colours result
sure so hard to apply Government college
I gave up


Daddy ask me go Taiwan for study
he says that the most important is my interested
I feel so surprise
he understood my situation
I interested with Chef, Bakery, Make up and Facial
I will start think about it
In fact
their fees cheaper than our Malaysia's College
I love Taiwan's dish, sweets, biscuits, food...
The most I love is SHOPPING
their branded items cheaper Malaysia so much and it more glamorous
WOW
I had been dream fly to Taiwan many years ago
*LOL                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                               

我是自己的初恋❤

爱  你自己 因为他是唯一你不会变的情人

当你从妈妈的肚子里呱呱堕地的时候

你就开始注定要爱你自己

这是一辈子的幸福宿命

谁都没得选

你这一生第一个要爱的人

就是你自己

照照镜子

看看自己

绝对是宇宙最独一无二的星星

和自己谈恋爱吧

把自己当成一生永远要细心呵护的爱人

爱你的身体

让它常常保持健康

爱你的灵魂

让它时时保持光亮

当爱在你身上开出一朵又一朵美丽的花时

每个当下

每个空间

都将是你自己和自己谈恋爱的宇宙花园

爱  你的肉眼也许看不见 但你的心灵绝对感觉得到

5th of July

Good Morning, my world.

Is time to wake up

I woke up at 10:15a.m. feel so sleepy

5a.m awake again chat with Luck Come and 林荣达

actually

Luck Come is my K brother

but he keep on incourage me to gave out my previous things

and he also keep on worry about me

I like him too as my lovely brother


Last few day
3rd of June
chat with Celine Chan, Nicole Fan & Suh Huey Ooi through the call
so happy...


Yesterday
chat with Yan
told all about my things to her
now its ok

Nightmare

Recently

I alway had nightmare

nightmare about something bad about previous

I slept and will woke up at 4am or 6am

sometime my eyes open for an hours still cant close even feel so tired...

Maybe

I had been cranky

cranky about previous bad things happen on me

I asked him

Is that I lost hope?

He say YES

if want then wait until 16th September he will gave me a good answer

WTH

that day is my birthday

this is nope a surprise for me

Lost hope in 6 months

but I still haven give up on him

I am such an idiot such a stupid girl

I am not something else give you guys hurt

I value each relationship both friendship or love

but did they appreciate?

Never!!!

Finally, a best friend left me forever...

The story begin from here,

1 day

I saw her moody and feel like she is something weird

I felt so worry about her...

And

I keep on ask her anything else?

Why u look so moody?

If anything please tell me, dont let me worry about you!

But

she didnt told me

I just dont want look her so moody

I just wanna cheer her up

That day she take part in a singing competition in School

because of her I bought a ticket to surport her

I sit alone with my friends

feel so lonely and bored

I attend that competition just because of her

When she came down from the stage

the 1st girl she find was not me

I dissapointed again!!

The bell rang

I stand alone behind her classroom

keep on watching her clean her things to go back

I stand there about 5 minute

but she never realize that i am here

I thought she pretend never saw me

then I just walk away...

Finally

I lost my temperature

I join new friend

actually I am very care about her but why she keep on misunderstood me?

I love her so much as best friend

Although

How much I love Her

For her,

I am just a bad girl keep on hurt people...

You never ask me why I did it?

Because I get hurt too, Girl!

I need you now, do you know?

Ywei Ng