HURT

I alway blame myself... When the happiness come, why I didn't hold tight! When I lose it, I just know how to hold tight it~ Then regretful what I miss. Useless if continue like this, miss many time already still sleeping... zzZzZzzZZZ~~~ hurt people also don't know. I agree I don't know talking & I dont know how to communicate with people in real life. It's very HARD for me, try it before but very hard. How to leave here after SPM? Lol... this is what I started confuse. After lost HIM I alway hurt by many people, when I need him, he gone! That time I started realise, who is protect-ing me when I was bully by people. Ya~ I hurt him deeply, what he say to me I still remember until now. I really very admire him, even he hurt deeply still can continue smile~ But his smile is painful, that time I was just 14 years old. He make me realise he really very love me, even I say 1000 SORRY to him that sore still will there until forever. So, I choose break with him. IF VERY LOVE SOMEONE, WE JUST HOPE THEY HAPPINESS...Yup, I agree! I just let him go... but it will be my memory in my mind forever hope that I wont make that mistake again. BYE my lover*